.all there is.

this summer i moved back to canada. "home". in hopes of establishing a more supported, fulfilling life for myself around my family and friends.
right now - i'm not sure how i feel about it all. i kind of forgot what my family was like. that they've all changed. their lives have changed. and so have i. and that it's not MY family anymore. maybe it's too soon to tell. maybe i need to give it a better chance. maybe i just need my own space and my own life instead of being a floater latching on to everyone else's life.
i need my own purpose for being here.
i need to grow from this.
but all i know is - there's no point in looking back. there is no going back.

so here i am. starting all over again. here's to whatever lies ahead...